So what is it you can see in someones eyes that actually isn't the person in front of you? Talking about archangels reminded me of something I had assumed but now think I may be wrong.
When I was little my relatives on my mothers side said I had a demon in me. Because I would sit up in bed and look at them but they say it wasn't me looking at them. It happened when I was in jail at the age of 18 also. Some black guy said I sat up in bed just kind of staring ahead and when he asked if things were ok I stared at him and started to get up "looking like the devil" is what he said. Guess it scared him.
When my boy was maybe 2 months old I went to pick him up while he was sleeping. His eyes opened and it scared the crap out of me for a second. Then I realized this had to be what my relatives saw. I stared right back and suddenly felt some recognition like an old relative or something like that. Then his stare was more like a critical look it seemed to me. I really paid attention from then on and noticed that when he was asleep sometimes he would seem to wake right back but I could tell it wasn't him. Even his focus was different. I did my own bit of tests like seeing how fast his eyes could track my hand and stuff like that. When he was awake normal his focus had a delay because of his normal development. But when he would pop back up after zonking out his focus and reaction were instantaneous. If I woke him up his head would kind of flop down and then he would wake back up and be normal. He would smirk when I was doing this too. He could actually say "hungry" when he was 3 weeks old and started saying a few other things like our names and said "hello" to my neighbor which freaked him out. After about 5 months he stopped talking altogether and I have never seen him do that stuff anymore. He's 6 years old now and slightly behind on his speech development because of no friends mainly because my wife is antisocial.
Now I wonder what I have tagging along with me since I actually have thoughts that aren't me but its not "voices in my head" either. At about 13 I picked up on my mothers thoughts and understood it when I thought about buying make-up and then wondered why I thought that. Couple minutes later she came up and asked if I wanted to go to town with her to buy make-up. I can't actively read minds but I can tell a lot of bad thoughts or words are not "me"
Oh yeah, does anybody have those 3-d laser light type hallucinations when they wake in the middle of the night? I know I read about it once but have since lost the article. Happens when I'm super tired at the end of the week.
When I was little my relatives on my mothers side said I had a demon in me. Because I would sit up in bed and look at them but they say it wasn't me looking at them. It happened when I was in jail at the age of 18 also. Some black guy said I sat up in bed just kind of staring ahead and when he asked if things were ok I stared at him and started to get up "looking like the devil" is what he said. Guess it scared him.
When my boy was maybe 2 months old I went to pick him up while he was sleeping. His eyes opened and it scared the crap out of me for a second. Then I realized this had to be what my relatives saw. I stared right back and suddenly felt some recognition like an old relative or something like that. Then his stare was more like a critical look it seemed to me. I really paid attention from then on and noticed that when he was asleep sometimes he would seem to wake right back but I could tell it wasn't him. Even his focus was different. I did my own bit of tests like seeing how fast his eyes could track my hand and stuff like that. When he was awake normal his focus had a delay because of his normal development. But when he would pop back up after zonking out his focus and reaction were instantaneous. If I woke him up his head would kind of flop down and then he would wake back up and be normal. He would smirk when I was doing this too. He could actually say "hungry" when he was 3 weeks old and started saying a few other things like our names and said "hello" to my neighbor which freaked him out. After about 5 months he stopped talking altogether and I have never seen him do that stuff anymore. He's 6 years old now and slightly behind on his speech development because of no friends mainly because my wife is antisocial.
Now I wonder what I have tagging along with me since I actually have thoughts that aren't me but its not "voices in my head" either. At about 13 I picked up on my mothers thoughts and understood it when I thought about buying make-up and then wondered why I thought that. Couple minutes later she came up and asked if I wanted to go to town with her to buy make-up. I can't actively read minds but I can tell a lot of bad thoughts or words are not "me"
Oh yeah, does anybody have those 3-d laser light type hallucinations when they wake in the middle of the night? I know I read about it once but have since lost the article. Happens when I'm super tired at the end of the week.