04-16-2011, 06:50 AM
Ankh, once again you have described beautifully what I have been unable to put into words. You really are good at expressing abstract concepts with words! Do you do a lot of writing, by chance?
I know exactly what you mean, when you want to experience someone for all that they are, just from looking at them. The moment a person learns to perceive a person's vibration and colors, I think this shoots through the roof. You're then able to *feel* it when you resonate with someone, even if you've never met them. It lets me make friends easily, but at times it is frustrating because it is like the two vibrations are entraining, being drawn toward each other, and yet it would be unbearably awkward in most cases to walk up to a stranger you resonated with and attempt to experience their energy.
I've learned (is learned the right term? I'm pretty much just able to do it) how to 'inhale' the energy of a person, even from a distance, but I haven't worked out enough of the kinks to be able to do it without simply draining the person of energy like a vampire. I'm not as adept at sending my own energy and having a thorough exchange, but I've gotten better practicing with Walter. At times one of us will sap the other's energy without even meaning to, but I've also been able to channel my energy into him when he was having a seizure and cause his muscles to relax. And he is my battery when I channel, though he always ends up falling asleep from it. :p
Sometimes it can be so frustrating how our brains just seem wired for sex. Every time I get these longings and these desires to exchange energy, my mind automatically perceives it as sexual arousal, even if I'm looking at a tree. I mean, sex is great and everything, but it can cause a lot of complications when you seek it out, trying to fill a need, and that need isn't even sex. Yet sometimes it seems that sex is as close as we're allowed to get, which is also frustrating. Does any of this even make any sense?
I know exactly what you mean, when you want to experience someone for all that they are, just from looking at them. The moment a person learns to perceive a person's vibration and colors, I think this shoots through the roof. You're then able to *feel* it when you resonate with someone, even if you've never met them. It lets me make friends easily, but at times it is frustrating because it is like the two vibrations are entraining, being drawn toward each other, and yet it would be unbearably awkward in most cases to walk up to a stranger you resonated with and attempt to experience their energy.
I've learned (is learned the right term? I'm pretty much just able to do it) how to 'inhale' the energy of a person, even from a distance, but I haven't worked out enough of the kinks to be able to do it without simply draining the person of energy like a vampire. I'm not as adept at sending my own energy and having a thorough exchange, but I've gotten better practicing with Walter. At times one of us will sap the other's energy without even meaning to, but I've also been able to channel my energy into him when he was having a seizure and cause his muscles to relax. And he is my battery when I channel, though he always ends up falling asleep from it. :p
Sometimes it can be so frustrating how our brains just seem wired for sex. Every time I get these longings and these desires to exchange energy, my mind automatically perceives it as sexual arousal, even if I'm looking at a tree. I mean, sex is great and everything, but it can cause a lot of complications when you seek it out, trying to fill a need, and that need isn't even sex. Yet sometimes it seems that sex is as close as we're allowed to get, which is also frustrating. Does any of this even make any sense?