I need someone to talk to

[Confused]

I'm sorry if this isn't a good place to be doing this...

Neo, this is the best place in the whole earth that I know of personally, to be doing what you did with that lovely, beautiful and wonderful post of yours.

Yes, there was deep pain underlying the post, but it is that pain that really what makes us into divine from just human (imho).

Rest in the peace and the power of god, dear Neo, and know that probably god has chosen you to make the gradation towards revealing more of your divine nature, rather than only the human nature. I can see from your resolve that you already know that deep inside of you, somewhere.

When the hour of glory comes unexpectedly upon you, on that day will shine the light of the ONE on the hidden chapters, and you would probably see why things went the way they did. God is there for you, Neo, and we are there for you. And most importantly, I believe, you are there for us