I need someone to talk to

[Monica]

Oh Neo, what a heart-wrenching story! Thank you for having the courage to share your story! What a difficult childhood you must have had!

I can relate somewhat. I grew up in a highly abusive home, and have a sister who is schizophrenic.

I believe schizophrenia is a disorder in which, for whatever karmic reason, the veil has thinned, but only in the areas of the brain in which negative conduits prevail.

Thus, the schizophrenic perceives entities and realities who may be real, in some other dimension that the rest of us don't normally see.

When I tripped on LSD, the first time I saw heaven...the 2nd time I saw hell. Demons...dimensions I wasn't supposed to have access to. But because the floodgates had been artificially opened by the drug, I did.

For reasons unknown, schizophrenics have access to realms better left unexplored.

It is to your mom's credit that she was able to resist the voices' urgings to do bad things.

Drugs shut down these gateways, but at a cost.

I am convinced that there are other ways to shut them down, without the side effects.

Are you currently in contact with your mom?

Neo, right now my suggestion is to focus on your own healing. YOU have been traumatized! Focus on healing yourself. THEN, if appropriate, any suggestions as to how you might help your mom, will be apparent.

Blessings to you and your family! You have friends here. We love you and are here for you!