I need someone to talk to

[NeoIcebreaker]

Thank you all for your responses to my post. I debated with myself for awhile before posting but I came to the conclusion that from what I've heard about 4D and how all is known, I thought it would be good to release the pain and to help those in pain. I fell any love, wisdom, and understanding we give to each other on this forum and off is greatly appreciated, no matter how small. I also believe that when the game of life finally flashes to us "Thank you for Playing", all will be known and there will be shown that there was and is a reason for everything that has happened in our lives. Everything you all have said, I believe, have shown a lot of light on the issue and I thank you for what wisdom you have to share for it truly helps. I am still in contact with my mother but rarely, but me and my family believe she has a lot to work through but with time all will be made well. Ahktu I thank you for shareing your story and please don't feel embarrassed about telling your story for it helps. I've learned here lately that we should not be worried about what others might think of us. Judgement is futile for time changes everything and even one moment of time can change us drastically. A lot of what you said sounds a lot like what my mom has said to me when I was younger and her behavior was a lot like what you described, even about the pills. Please all don't be worried about being preachy or how others might judge you. We should just be ourselves. "OH LORD HELP US CAST AWAY OUR FEARS SO THAT WE CAN TRULY BE OURSELVES AND THAT WE MAY BE EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE US TO BE. AMEN"

wow I didn't think I had that much room to write. I wrote it out in letter format and its late so this is really more of a stream-of-consciousness thing. Thank you all for your kind words for they truly help and I hope my words helped as well.

God bless and Adonai