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[Eddie]

We may properly visualize ourselves as the nerve endings of God. Everything exists; but mostly, only in potentiation. Nothing is realized until it is realized. Nothing is realized until we perceive the possibility, and create it via our intent.

We are the means by which the Creator realizes that which is to be realized. The Divine ray of creation extends from the Creator, outward, passing through those with progressively less perception of unity (Logos -->Sub-Logos-->Sub-Sub-Logos, etc), until it reaches us. We are the forefront of Creation. We are the interface between Intelligent Energy and Intelligent Infinity. For oh, so many incarnations, we have pushed ahead, plunging into intense separation, into duality, having intense experiences of every kind. But, by and by, comes a time when Creation is breathed back into the Creator.

Perhaps the first step in turning back toward the Creator is when we perceive that we are, directly, co-creators, and we have the ability to create, not just subconciously, but consciously. We are surrounded by Love (it is, after all the first distortion of Unity, and it is what sustains Creation), and we have a choice to perceive that love, and create in its image. Enormous spiritual work is accomplished when we discern that we may create in Love and Joy rather than in Darkness and Chaos. This is why we are here, in Earth School; to discern what we are, and what miraculous things we may do.

In order to do this we must separate Essence from Personality. We are born with an Ego, which is supposed to be just a tool to help us cope with the harshness of third-density space/time. But the Ego holds on to each experience, glues it on; the sum of the coating of such experiences makes up that thing we call Personality. It is easy, however, for too many things to be added, and soon that coating becomes a heavy burden, and it is dark and opaque. The thicker that cloak becomes, the harder it is for us to see that we are in Creation, surrounded and permeated by the Creator.
We are like a Caddis-fly larva, that surrounds itself with stones, sticks and mud; soon the miracle within becomes obscured from the miracle without.



So we must learn to release those impediments, to reveal the divine being within. Releasing is not the same as denying or stifling; denial is only another cloak added to an already burdensome costume. Releasing is accomplished when we realize that each experience is just that; an experience, formed by us, and given by us as a gift to the Creator. It has served its use, and may be blessed and released. The more we release, the more we lessen our burden, and the thinner becomes the veil that separates us from the Creator.

How do we do this? Meditation is the simplest expedient. It assists release and thins the veil. Much is written about this in the Law of One (especially the introduction to book one), and in other works in the LLResearch library. I urge all of you to look into these works, and into the practice of meditation, if you do not already do so. Success may come at varying rates, but the Journey is its own Destination, and its own Reward. Joy awaits you.