05-04-2011, 12:58 PM
This is all very confusing..I can imagine it's very hard for you right now. It's possible that you have had a mixed polarity path in the past. This would mean your higher self has an intimate viewpoint to offer in regards to your current lifetime and frame of mind. It is going to tell you the truth, and not necessarily what you want to hear.
It's also possible that you weren't channeling your higher self at all, and a negative entity came in. You are very sympathetic in trying to understand the nature of the negative path, and you are loving towards those beings. You were also very vulnerable and not necessarily guarded in the information you were seeking. Being a wanderer who is on the positive path devoted to the Law of One, and given your negative past in this lifetime, you could have simply been the victim of cleverness trying to manipulate you in the wrong direction. Perhaps you don't have a negative history at all, and given your experiences this lifetime, you are simply vulnerable to being led to doubt yourself and your loving nature.
One thing that is certain though is that you are definitely a positive loving being here and now. I would focus on love and moving closer towards it. Ultimately the session doesn't matter in that it has no bearing on your current state of being!
It's also possible that you weren't channeling your higher self at all, and a negative entity came in. You are very sympathetic in trying to understand the nature of the negative path, and you are loving towards those beings. You were also very vulnerable and not necessarily guarded in the information you were seeking. Being a wanderer who is on the positive path devoted to the Law of One, and given your negative past in this lifetime, you could have simply been the victim of cleverness trying to manipulate you in the wrong direction. Perhaps you don't have a negative history at all, and given your experiences this lifetime, you are simply vulnerable to being led to doubt yourself and your loving nature.
One thing that is certain though is that you are definitely a positive loving being here and now. I would focus on love and moving closer towards it. Ultimately the session doesn't matter in that it has no bearing on your current state of being!
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