Sexual Revolution

[Brittany]

It's bizarre, but even as a child I would think about torture a lot, but I couldn't stand to actually see it. I had this fascination with the subject, but if I saw even an insect suffering I would start to cry. I also had a fascination with bondage and slavery. I would tie up my dolls and tell my mom they were slaves, which freaked her out. (Yes, I realize this is creepy and probably vaguely disturbing.) As I grew into adulthood it transformed into a fascination with BDSM...basically, consensual torture and consensual slavery. That enthralled me, that people would willingly submit to, even beg for that kind of stuff. I'm not sure where it all comes from...childhood trauma, past life trauma, trust issues, sex issues...but at least I know I'm not alone. It's quite the popular taboo here.

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Wow, I'm tired. O___o Must have sleepy sleep.

I leave you all with this song...one of my favorites.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXnXBMkC7KY