Acceptance and Will

[drifting pages]

Balanced unity and love is at 6D
There you accept and embrace your negative self completely.
You accept you were not just light but also darkness so this sort of nullifies positive side as opposed to another side.
In turn the negative stops being negative, finally the need to control and fear disappeared.
The poles are no more.

Now you are not polarized anymore, you just are joyful light(you could call light information) knowing itself.

In another words we are the distortion itself that experiences, the distortion is the experience with everything it brings.

Once you start turning back to the "creator" you lose the sense of self and dives into stillness towards a new octave (who knows ?)

Maybe just maybe 3Dmonkey you are being to harsh with yourself perhaps ?