05-05-2011, 06:10 PM
(05-05-2011, 05:57 PM)ahktu Wrote: But if *I* did the torturing...I wish I could find the people I did it to and apologize to them. I mean, if I was in Orion...God only knows what kind of stuff I did. I might have gone after some of you guys! I would do anything to make up for it. I'd let them torture me if it would make things better (doubtful).
Yes, that is the greatest challenge. To know that *I* could have been the torturer. And even modern day police and military regimes use extreme torture. I am sure just as we converse, some one out there in some part of the world is experiencing some physical torture of a kind, in the hands of security/criminal apparatus.
So yes, these things are real and are happening just as we enjoy the love & the light of the LOO. ahktu, if indeed it is true that in some past incarnation you have taken part in some such activity, then what can essentially be done, according to you? You said you wanted to make up for it. You need not get tortured for that. You could enter human rights advocacy for prevention of torture and give your complete self for the cause, like Albert Schweitzer did for his chosen cause. Two wrongs do not make a right.
Again, I could be speaking nonsense. In case it speaks to your situation, it will resonate with your inner self.