(05-05-2011, 06:05 PM)ahktu Wrote: Sometimes I feel like I can feel the pain of the entire world, like six billion people are screaming in my ears. I can feel all of it. They beg me to help them, but aside from sending them love, there's nothing I can do. Their screams never stop. I've just learned how to ignore them most of the time.
ahktu, I just had a strange thought.
Is the 6 billion people = the beautiful captive man with strains of extreme suffering on the face?
Is the crackly guy = some individual from the Orion with whom you were working on the STS path; but who hid from you what the complete path entails (like physical torture). Once you knew that the folks of Orion were involved in such things, it could have been possible that you decided to leave that polarity and that soul group, and decided to shift to STO.
And that entity could have placed a curse on you for leaving the STS for the STO. But initially you chose the STS, signing up for it, not knowing the full implications. But once you knew of the inner workings such as torture, you decided to leave, which brought the wrath. You saw what you should not have seen, or at least, before the time was right for you, according to that crackly guy.
And were these guys who first introduced the seed of physical torture on planet earth, which makes you feel responsible for all beings on Gaia?
Does this make sense, ahktu?
ahktu, I felt a strange sensation all over my body when I wrote the last post. I was tingling all over. May be it is mental excitation!