06-21-2011, 08:52 AM
the thing is, the terminology is so void of color that i am left feeling like time/space is this barren dark place that is dangerous and full of tricks, not the land of imagination and love i thought it was. :/ it's just very depressing. i guess it's session 70 that haunts. i used to think time/space was safe, used to want to astral travel and leave my body etc. Ra just doesn't seem to have much empathy in the way of our "transient" lives. i don't see millions of years as transient. it IS a big deal.