07-19-2011, 01:39 PM
" - these things are the 'yellow ray' condition. At some point, if this catalyst is used, the individual recognizes that from which it developed and either learns to exploit and intensify this same power for control and domination. Or accept others in this drama as same as self, as necessarily being on the same ontological level, coming from same place and going to same place."
Why is it that the STS expression seems to be easier? Is it that it has a more tangible result, or do I just see it easier?
I'm no good at it, mind you, but whenI am backed in a corner, so to speak, I go total STS even when I try to calm my red faced anger. I don't know if what I do is even advanced STS enough to say it is yellow Ray sts. Honestly, I go back to my thesis- I don't even think I have a properly activated yellow ray, thus there is no way I am harvestable.
Why is it that the STS expression seems to be easier? Is it that it has a more tangible result, or do I just see it easier?
I'm no good at it, mind you, but whenI am backed in a corner, so to speak, I go total STS even when I try to calm my red faced anger. I don't know if what I do is even advanced STS enough to say it is yellow Ray sts. Honestly, I go back to my thesis- I don't even think I have a properly activated yellow ray, thus there is no way I am harvestable.