08-12-2009, 10:27 AM
I went through my LSD habit for maybe 15 years. Started out multiple times a week when I was pretty much a street rat. As I got older and settled down it became a Friday night recreation until I no longer had any kind of source for the stuff. I would take LSD sometimes with mushrooms and either freestyle BMX or downhill mountainbike. A lot of times I would just plan out a night of strange movies.
For a short period I was taking a group of friends deep into national forest for the trips and something actually scared the living daylights out of us all. Thinking back it seemed like a bigfoot type of creature and for some reason we had this sensory experience that seemed like radar during that fear episode. I have since taken other people out to the same area of the forest (minus the drugs) and had the same fear/radar intense feelings even during the day. That period of my life has a big question mark still!
I noticed that the more spiritual aspects of the drugs seemed to happen with eyes closed and some type of repetitive sensory input. Eyes closed while in someones truck with a SuperTrapp exhaust right under where I was sitting showed me images of daily life with me zooming out from the images to where it looked like one of those walls with stacks of TVs running. As I continued to zoom outward the images got smaller and changed to colored triangles and eventually I think hexagons and then forming a sphere kind of like this![[Image: jupitersaturnuranus.jpg]](http://www.geometrycode.com/gallery/martineau/images/jupitersaturnuranus.jpg)
Another time I traveled through imagery was while letting shower head spray focus on my forehead while showering and peaking. At that time I noticed that I could turn up the heat all the way and it made my skin red but didn't cause any pain.
I don't have visual hallucinations normally, but once I took 50 hits of the paper type and I could look at something and it would disappear. So the trip was more like figuring out if objects were really in front of me and wondering why I couldn't see them. I have never had what would be considered a bad trip, although I have had experiences that weren't enjoyable. I wish I still had access to that stuff but my lifesyle changes and different circle of friends and now having children will keep me from ever being in that position again. I do miss it.
It totally seemed to separate me from what's called the rat race. And when in the forest I felt more at home or at peace. I have seen people take it that should never come near things like that. I would say that an individual has to be firmly grounded and stable and mentally developed to consider it a safe venture to experiment for the first time. I don't regret it, it has helped be what I am now. But for those who aren't mentally stable I would say they are playing roulette with their mind and always have the chance of ruining their life with this choice.
For a short period I was taking a group of friends deep into national forest for the trips and something actually scared the living daylights out of us all. Thinking back it seemed like a bigfoot type of creature and for some reason we had this sensory experience that seemed like radar during that fear episode. I have since taken other people out to the same area of the forest (minus the drugs) and had the same fear/radar intense feelings even during the day. That period of my life has a big question mark still!
I noticed that the more spiritual aspects of the drugs seemed to happen with eyes closed and some type of repetitive sensory input. Eyes closed while in someones truck with a SuperTrapp exhaust right under where I was sitting showed me images of daily life with me zooming out from the images to where it looked like one of those walls with stacks of TVs running. As I continued to zoom outward the images got smaller and changed to colored triangles and eventually I think hexagons and then forming a sphere kind of like this
Another time I traveled through imagery was while letting shower head spray focus on my forehead while showering and peaking. At that time I noticed that I could turn up the heat all the way and it made my skin red but didn't cause any pain.
I don't have visual hallucinations normally, but once I took 50 hits of the paper type and I could look at something and it would disappear. So the trip was more like figuring out if objects were really in front of me and wondering why I couldn't see them. I have never had what would be considered a bad trip, although I have had experiences that weren't enjoyable. I wish I still had access to that stuff but my lifesyle changes and different circle of friends and now having children will keep me from ever being in that position again. I do miss it.
It totally seemed to separate me from what's called the rat race. And when in the forest I felt more at home or at peace. I have seen people take it that should never come near things like that. I would say that an individual has to be firmly grounded and stable and mentally developed to consider it a safe venture to experiment for the first time. I don't regret it, it has helped be what I am now. But for those who aren't mentally stable I would say they are playing roulette with their mind and always have the chance of ruining their life with this choice.
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