What happens to Wanderers after Harvest?

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Ah, I see! I appreciate the insight. I've just been in a sort of rut lately, and reflecting extensively on the LOO in relation to my life, worrying if I'm really going down the path of STO or if I'm deluding myself into thinking I am STO when I am STS, though I am an introvert I try to treat strangers with kindness and at least leave them with a smile or some essence of positivity but then I wonder if I'm only doing this to ensure I get out of 3D or not, then I wonder if taking that extra bit of food when my mom isn't looking is a greedy STS act and if the tiniest of acts can damper greatly your progression of the seeking of the positive polarity.

I'm with you. Azrael is right in pointing out intention, and Zenmaster pointed out recently that it is consciously applying the STS desire for control that has any bearing on polarizing sts.

I'm in the "sinkhole of indifference', that point between 51% STO and 05% STO. A "rut".

If you are an introvert, like me, chances are we aren't going to make the polarization graduation. There is also a chance that we are here as Wanderers, which means we are just avoiding getting caught up in karma.

As for the snatching of food, it is only sts if it is giving you a tactical advantage over enslaving your mom with emotions or whatever.

Well I've been described by people as being a "social butterfly" though I identify as an introvert. I get along with virtually every single person I meet, regardless of subculture or demographic, age, whatever. I just enjoy my solitude. Though it still doesn't mean I don't extend my service in the fullest ways I can when I can.