08-01-2011, 05:02 PM
(08-01-2011, 02:28 PM)3DMonkey Wrote: Awesome!!!Very perceptive!! I like your thoughts on that matter.
I've something sort of similar when recovering from surgery. Namely, that "grasp this thought" thing.
That's really great, Aaron.
If I may express my perception, you were IN the "letting go" melding-ness, and yes- the single spot of your awareness did return. I imagine this is what we are, the "let go" wash of energy funneled into our singular 'spot' that we call our Entity, or Self. I call it a wash because I don't think we are an entity except at the point where it all pools to this spot, and when we release fully, we wash out to be restructured by a new funnel into a point. Intelligent Infinity
(maybe stop while you are ahead.... unless you want to wash out and lose your spot.... or worse, a partial wash out)
Haha washing out definitely does not sound fun. I think the message is that I'm not ready yet. After some introspection on the second trip, I feel that the strong urge I got to finish the thought I was in the process of moments ago was due to a subtle whisper from "the small voice within" which I was very perceptive to at that point. As close as I can get the subconscious whisper to fit into words is: "Didn't you have a life to finish back there before you come to see me?"