6th-Density Negatively Polarized Wanderers?

[turtledude23]

I wonder sometimes (and perhaps Zen and Unity can empathize with me on this) why I'm so inclined to rational analysis of everything and having so little emotion, its very hard for me to feel compassion for someone in front of me, but easier to feel compassion for an idea (e.g. a genocide or famine) or an animal. These are traits which serve STS better. I wonder if I was of a negative path in previous incarnations.

I think it's fairly easy to see where your own service-orientation bias is, within this incarnation.
As Ra said, "Many use the trunk and roots of mind as if that portion of mind were a badly used, prostituted entity. Then this entity gains from this great storehouse that which is rough, prostituted, and without great virtue. Those who turn to the deep mind, seeing it in the guise of the maiden, go forth to court it. The courtship has nothing of plunder in its semblance and may be protracted, yet the treasure gained by such careful courtship is great. The right-hand and left-hand transformations of the mind may be seen to differ by the attitude of the conscious mind towards its own resources as well as the resources of other-selves.

We now speak of that genie, or elemental, or mythic figure, culturally determined, which sends the arrow to the left-hand transformation. This arrow is not the arrow which kills but rather that which, in its own way, protects. Those who choose separation, that being the quality most indicative of the left-hand path, are protected from other-selves by a strength and sharpness equivalent to the degree of transformation which the mind has experienced in the negative sense. Those upon the right-hand path have no such protection against other-selves for upon that path the doughty seeker shall find many mirrors for reflection in each other-self it encounters."

The analytical mind is a indeed one that works through a process of separating. But it's not necessarily separation of self, from self. Or of separation of self from other self. Being rational is not intrinsically dominating or controlling, even though it may seem that way due to the manner in which one works with the illusion to create further abstractions which are necessarily circumstantial and exclusionary to a 'whole' or the 100% complementary feeling point of view.

It's sort of a fool-proof system in that what can be made viable, from the logos, is necessarily part of ourselves either currently or potentionally. We are here to learn and share what we know and any honest depiction of what one knows is going to be useful.

I treat my unconscious mind with respect the majority of the time, are you trying to say that it doesn't matter if consciously dislike people in general because its not as central to polarization as how you treat yourself?

I don't understand your last 2 paragraphs, could you rephrase them?

I wonder sometimes (and perhaps Zen and Unity can empathize with me on this) why I'm so inclined to rational analysis of everything and having so little emotion, its very hard for me to feel compassion for someone in front of me, but easier to feel compassion for an idea (e.g. a genocide or famine) or an animal. These are traits which serve STS better. I wonder if I was of a negative path in previous incarnations.

the problem with this nexus is, the society of 3d entities which were supposed to be in 3d, are actually not only vibrating in 2d patterns of orange, but also having a complex distortions system in 2d terms. everything in the society, even the higher principles of higher densities manifesting in this density, are debased and tied to manifestations and concerns of self of 2d. the higher-tier concepts, principles, technologies the wanderers and confederation efforts introduced to this environment, led to creation of a complex distortion system.

this creates a major problem. 2d consciousness is sticky. it is stubborn. it is obsessive. conditioned, reflexive. repetitive. habitual. possessive. unaware of the outside world. it creates an environment in which entities behave like a school of fish.

endless varieties and measures of strongly accepted/rejected emotions and thought forms fly in this space, and the societal mind pulls itself and as a result its members this and that way through these. especially higher energies get pulled like a small child would and get used up/wasted inefficiently.

this affects any entity, naturally any entity raising its vibrations too. any of them will get affected by the push and pulls of the society, its thought forms flying here and there.

it makes any kind of emotion that is not in line with what the school of fish or its local sections feeling at that time, much much harder, due to orange ray properties. if you just accept the movements of the school, this time you are flung here, and there, or stubbornly held in a certain place for extended durations.

I think your observation about humanity in general being more 2D is true and I find it helpful.

two ways out are either being rational, and acting rationally despite the emotional spasms of the school, or, get out of the school. the first part would dull you a bit, the second part would be rather hard due to needing to be in the school to sustain your life, or your amenities. (for the latter, internet may be a good example). not to mention that the school doesnt like those who like to break away from it, or, act against its own fluctuations.

If I understand correctly you're saying the 2 options are either 1) be a stoic/vulcan or 2) withdraw from society and be a hermit literally or by "living on the internet". I've done both of these things.