08-23-2011, 11:30 AM
I wonder if that's why my entire life I've been so touchy/feely? I've also my entire life been what you could call an amateur masseuse. In fact, my whole life I wanted to be one but in the end didn't want it that bad I suppose b/c I didn't want to attend the chiropractic college.
As for the part about absorbing knowledge....that REALLY defines me as well and it's not always from books. A lot of times it's just watching the way people act. I always seem to 'scan' people up and down and can always pick up some sort of vibe from it. It is hard for me to talk about this but it also helps. I'm a very humble person to say the least and throughout my life have built others up which usually somehow builds myself up or at least I 'feel' good about it. I've never been all that comfortable w/ complements and would MUCH MUCH rather give them out and actually give them out quite often.
For what it's worth a couple months ago I'm not sure if I had some sort of 'cleansing' or changing of the body/mind/spirit but I can safely say that it was perhaps the toughest time of life. These days I am doing MUCH better but it's still hard when I really don't have anyone in my life to talk about this stuff b/c the majority of people don't want to talk spiritually or about this sort of stuff whether it's true or not. It doesn't matter to the masses. They'd rather chat about American Idol or some other meaningless show. While I keep wanting to wake people up. But it's hard b/c I've come to realize either people do not want to be aware or are not ready to be aware.
Thanks for listening and thanks for all the feedback and discussion.
Namaste~
As for the part about absorbing knowledge....that REALLY defines me as well and it's not always from books. A lot of times it's just watching the way people act. I always seem to 'scan' people up and down and can always pick up some sort of vibe from it. It is hard for me to talk about this but it also helps. I'm a very humble person to say the least and throughout my life have built others up which usually somehow builds myself up or at least I 'feel' good about it. I've never been all that comfortable w/ complements and would MUCH MUCH rather give them out and actually give them out quite often.
For what it's worth a couple months ago I'm not sure if I had some sort of 'cleansing' or changing of the body/mind/spirit but I can safely say that it was perhaps the toughest time of life. These days I am doing MUCH better but it's still hard when I really don't have anyone in my life to talk about this stuff b/c the majority of people don't want to talk spiritually or about this sort of stuff whether it's true or not. It doesn't matter to the masses. They'd rather chat about American Idol or some other meaningless show. While I keep wanting to wake people up. But it's hard b/c I've come to realize either people do not want to be aware or are not ready to be aware.
Thanks for listening and thanks for all the feedback and discussion.
Namaste~