09-17-2011, 07:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-17-2011, 07:22 PM by AnthroHeart.)
It's taken me years to be able to learn to let go at the extent that I do now. I can't really argue with anyone because as soon as I say the first few words, I feel my energy being pulled toward the subject of my words. In fact I don't respond if the other person is wanting to argue. I can't even lie, since that distorts my blue ray.
I have found that the more I let go, and allow, the more intense the catalyst seems to get. Most of the catalyst is unconscious, only feeling. I don't know from what the cause is, but I do know that later on things don't affect me as much.
My detachment though is helped because I feel the energy moving. I know exactly how to place my mindset, to separate from my body's auto-responses. (and these are some serious auto-responses, sometimes taking an hour or more to settle down). I become ok at one level, then the catalyst becomes denser. It can to some extent throw you off a little even gravitationally, which induces a degree of fear because then one begins to lose their identity.
Not so much that we are no longer who we are, but in the sense we don't identify with the ego/body as much. It then begins to feel like we're free-floating on an energetic level, even though we're really grounded well. It's like keeping your balance when riding a bike, but on a 3-dimensional scale. Lots of little wobbles to compensate for.
I have found that the more I let go, and allow, the more intense the catalyst seems to get. Most of the catalyst is unconscious, only feeling. I don't know from what the cause is, but I do know that later on things don't affect me as much.
My detachment though is helped because I feel the energy moving. I know exactly how to place my mindset, to separate from my body's auto-responses. (and these are some serious auto-responses, sometimes taking an hour or more to settle down). I become ok at one level, then the catalyst becomes denser. It can to some extent throw you off a little even gravitationally, which induces a degree of fear because then one begins to lose their identity.
Not so much that we are no longer who we are, but in the sense we don't identify with the ego/body as much. It then begins to feel like we're free-floating on an energetic level, even though we're really grounded well. It's like keeping your balance when riding a bike, but on a 3-dimensional scale. Lots of little wobbles to compensate for.
(09-17-2011, 05:24 PM)Confused Wrote: Ah! I think that is the key word - DETACHMENT.
For instance, I have a strong attachment to this thread because this is a thread that 'I' started. How very seductive the nature of the veil and the illusion is!
However, it is my unwillingness to let GO that empowers it more and more, I think.
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