Back already.
I went to the supermarket and found that supressing the ability was a very unpleasant sensation, that produces bad feelings etc. So I should probably either not try to change it or go toward improving it and finding uses, or not. Man it would be strange if this became something to do with my career.
I think with those closer to me it is something like that. It has also happened occasionally, but not always with attractive women too. It's that I get too emotionally involved with whatever it is to engage in the ability but perhaps that will change with time.
I went through the whole empathic cycle, on top of a lot of other stuff when I was about 18.
I went to the supermarket and found that supressing the ability was a very unpleasant sensation, that produces bad feelings etc. So I should probably either not try to change it or go toward improving it and finding uses, or not. Man it would be strange if this became something to do with my career.
I think with those closer to me it is something like that. It has also happened occasionally, but not always with attractive women too. It's that I get too emotionally involved with whatever it is to engage in the ability but perhaps that will change with time.
I went through the whole empathic cycle, on top of a lot of other stuff when I was about 18.