09-28-2011, 11:47 AM
(09-28-2011, 11:33 AM)Oceania Wrote: i'm more empathic when i'm clear but it hurts too much and i just don't have the energy. i can't see auras but it's invasive when you're so translucent people's gunk sticks to you and you feel everything. it almost drove me mad. i love being so clear but only when i'm around people who don't then pollute me with their stuff. shielding is superimportant i think. not that i know how to do it. it's why i just eat crap and drink alcohol now cuz i don't wanna go through that again. :/
I used to absorb people's emotions. A routine shop with my partner would leave me more drained that a 2 hour intensive fitness session. I soon learned I was responsible for this draining.
A few things:
1. Your energy can never be taken away from you if you choose it so. One of the gifts of this experience is control over ourselves. Source energy is infinite, it will draw through you without limitation, unless you restrict it yourself.
2. Pull your aura in when you're around a lot of people. Do this intuitively, it's different for everyone. You have to trust yourself here.
3. Stay in you center. Stay positive.
Thats it. 2. is optional in fact, I do not do that anymore. Instead, I stay open, and I radiate L/L as I walk around groups of people. I see them all as myself, the Creator, part of me, connected. And I radiate love to myself(ves) :¬)