Is this a normal part of awakening? I'm kind of scared.

[Ali Quadir]

Well, I decided to take the advice so many of you have given and see if I could simply ask what these symbols mean. I went through the mental process of asking and giving permission for things to be explained in whatever way was appropriate. To my surprise, I got an almost instant answer! It started in a dream I was having, and when I woke it up it was the usual process of the entirety of the information being dumped into my head at once. I suddenly knew everything without even having to have it explained to me, as if the information had simply been "downloaded" into my brain.

This is what's called thoughtballs. It's exactly as you say, a download and it gets transferred all at once. My communications with my guide usually work like this. I ask, and later on there's a whole blob of information that was not there before. This blob can be conceptual but also contain sensory information or emotions.

I actually saw my alien shape once through this mechanism. I was wondering what it would be like. And I just started remembering things. The thing is I had been on the same track of thoughts the day before, and I remembered nothing that day. But now it just started to flow naturally...

I still don't literally believe it though. The shape was what could happen if you'd allow a bird a canine and a human to have a wild orgy... My feeling right now is that these images are merely descriptors. But I did remember a childhood drawing that resembled it.

Apparently looking at it helps to activate certain dormant parts of the brain. It seems the "code" needed can vary from person to person, and it can change over time to accomodate growth. It isn't an instant awakening guarantee, but it can help those who are having difficulty reaching that next step. I was so sure I was looking at words I didn't even think of this, but looking at the time it was written and the time I really started to awaken, it seems to have worked!

Interesting. During the time I was waking up I've had some instances of automatic talk. It wasn't symbols but sounds, some sounds are not normal for my language and I was surprised my mouth could make them. I enjoyed it because the state that accompanied it was a light trance. I never did think much more of it because it was really unintelligible. But there were repetitions and rhyme in it. It reminded me of prayer at the time.

I'm not sure if it's possible comfortable or convenient for you but I would like to see the symbols.

It also seems that "messages" can be sent through this code in the form of subliminal cues. The message does not appear in the symbols, in actual word form, but can be picked up by the observer if they can get in the right state of mind. I discovered a very heartfelt message whose contents I have posted on my blog, as it doesn't seem appropriate to go into it here.

Would it be possible for these symbols to be your subconscious expression of what it would be like to get these downloads? Invert causality as it were. It's not the information that comes through through the symbols, but the symbols show up because information comes through as a sort of side effect?

When I asked whom the senders of this information might be I got only one answer: Many In One. Not sure who these guys are, but I can feel that they are good guys and were not trying to scare me but uplift my spirits when I was in such a low place.

You are many in one... We're usually much bigger than we'd initially assume.


There's something that I believe you must understand, you are waking up and you are consciously active in this process now. Initially there's going to be a whole lot of impressions images and communications which are approximations of what is going on. Not so much because this is a requirement for those things that are happening, but because your subconsciousness is informing you that this is what is going on. There's a lot of chatter and you consciously want to be kept informed. Your subconscious is going to pick whatever image or idea exists in your mind relevant to this transfer of information and show it to you in order to tell you that there is an actual transfer.

It could be that the glyphs don't actually mean anything other than that you're being informed through this behavior that you're receiving information on a subconscious level. Just be flexible, avoid the trap of taking things too literally.