(10-22-2011, 02:02 PM)unity100 Wrote: now it is easy to feel arrival of positive thought forms, and feel their weight, and see them. quite easy actually. i havent seen a negative thought form fly about in a long, long time. or maybe, it feels long to me because it was only a month or so ago.
It is interesting to note that you feel your consciousness has changed, considering that our interaction in my Part II thread occurred a little over a month ago. I say this because I was under direct psychic attack when conversing with you during those first few pages, which I've never experienced before. I felt a protective energy, then something felt like it was working on my body in various ways. There was a pressure on my solar plexus, then it began working on my orange center..felt as a constant twitch in the naval area. I became dizzy, had a hard time focusing, and my fingers would even freeze up. During the conversation, while it seemed as if nothing was being resolved and in fact our opinions increasingly polarized, I felt as if there was some kind of merging taking place. Merging in the sense that something was being transformed or alleviated.
And it's even more interesting in that, what you believe you saw in me, are traits that I feel you encompass. So there was direct self-reflection. Incredibly, the merging felt completed on my part at the moment you said.. "forget all that. i just perceived that you need to deny that particular quote. it seems important to your persona." It's as if you perceived something about your own self, and everything came full circle on some kind of other level. You may want to consider that something has, or had a psychic hold on you. The attack on my second and third centers continued for two days. Or it's all nonsense, but I thought was worth mentioning.