Prayer...Whom do you pray to? Are we just talking to ourselves?

[Oceania]

i used to feel i was watched. now i understand that's my higher self or god, i then took it to be god. but it felt like it was me. i pray to Archangel Michael and Archangel Metatron mostly. cuz i've read that they help with protecting and healing. i have a book on angels that i got from someone. i also pray to my guardian angels or St. Anthony if i've lost something.