Is all the talk of "activation" just bullshit to get you to look outside yourself?

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I don't agree with her notions. One is able to offer unconditional love (albeit healing, information, or any other service) without expectation of anything in return. When the other self accepts the offer with genuine gratitude (love), how can that be anything but positively polarising? That is in fact, the basis of fourth density positive :¬)

To add, I don't think she is entirely genuine. Firstly, there is lots of useful information on the website. None of it is new.

Secondly, some of her information clashes with the Ra Material.

Thirdly, she charges for ascension courses, yet, claimed she had the option to leave this body but stayed around to serve until 2017. 6 years left to help as many people as possible and yet she restricts information based upon financial exchange. That limits the minds that can reach her soul saving information exponentially. Hardly the actions of a being with a direct connection to source :¬)

well, your (genuine) reasoning made me give the hint to the Debt Chain article. For a 4th density world, giving free stuff is natural. I wish it to be so in our particular 3D world too, but that doesn't seem to be the case in this specific world. She offers a lot of freely accessible "uplifiting" information, which on it's own is sufficient for rising the collective's vibrations. The "Ascension Course" is an extra, which one can use to further work on the Self. It is a set of very practical exercises designed and guided very professionally. I really mean it when I say that it's worth the [~optional] $99.

I too have mixed feelings about the fact that we are asked to pay the course, when we can obviously have it for free at the first place. My feeling though is that the cost is placed so that the Debt Chain would be solved. Even though, $99 is quite a lot (why not $9,99), but again, it is a quality class and has it's copyright. It truly is unlike anything else I've met on the webs.

As per her genuinity, Wonderers develop distorsions, we are warned and should expect it . I perceive that she is hiding/twisting/distorting information/facts for some reasons, but again, we incarnates do it, so I'm be far from blaming her for this. On the flip-side, unlike Ra, her message is somehow more attached to our human nature. The depth is unmatchable to the LOO, but I find it complementary and mostly in harmony, the best part being that she provides practical and applicable exercises to aid us in our self-realization & mastery process. All the meditation practices and classes I've tried are in total sync with the LOO message and are leading towards an STO polarization - they all build the "WE ARE ONE" perception.

All and all, her work is enjoyable and spending time on her exercises appears more beneficial to me than reading claimed channeling of Salusa, Archangel Michael, Metatron, Pleiadeans and the rest of the gang at stevebackow.com & 2012indyinfo.com. While there probably is authentic info in these channelings, there's also a lot of sensibel STS interference too. I think I've reached a point in which my desire for actual meditative(=awareness expansion) work outgrows my desire to read others' "dream worlds". Those giving me actual and applicable tools are those who I choose to trust from here on. These for now are the LOO, Inelia, CAC and occasionally few others.

That's the acting I was talking about... (and By the way congrats on that decision ;-)

Thanks! To be honest, I feel that I got help from my HS as the things somehow got arranged to happen. Nonetheless, I was really seeking the outcome of being jobless and dedicated to help my wife with growing our boy in the first 3/4 of this year. Inevitably, I have to start bringing money again and I am thankful that I found (or was found by) a relatively good job with a very nice team in startup software company. I really miss the time with my baby boy a lot, but that's how it has to be - winter's knocking on the door and the household expenses have to be covered. At least I'm feeling how the situation is changing at rapid pace, as the way the humanity is used to work (40+ hours a week) is crazy. The kids are suffering from these work habits we have and I don't agree on this - I want the rules of the game changed for good.