11-17-2011, 05:19 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-17-2011, 05:20 AM by godwide_void.)
(11-16-2011, 10:15 PM)turtledude23 Wrote:(11-16-2011, 06:21 PM)godwide_void Wrote: The source of my faith are my direct experiences of the Divine through molecular, entheogenic technology...
There is no hesitation to embrace it, for I have come to a point where my "faith" is strong enough to be considered "knowingness". Because of it I can exist aligned in complete harmony with the Universe, and from my experiences I can say without a doubt in my mind that what the Law of One postulates is indeed absolute truth.
I've tried 3 different hallucinogens (mushrooms, LSA [Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds], and 2C-I) at basic doses and each time I had a similar experience: no hallucinating, forced introspection, realizations, a generally unpleasant feeling, a desire to be closer to those around me. I think most people would have considered it a bad trip but I kept it under control. So when I hear about people saying they get these awesome spiritual experiences on hallucinogens I feel a little sad, I actually get more of a spiritual experience from marijuana in some regards so I guess I'm lucky I have that.
And what is so bad about the aforementioned results? One seems to take "spiritual experience" to mean some ineffable and corporeal event or machination, when really it entails much more than that. You had no hallucinations, therefore no distractions. You were made to view yourself in total, nothing hidden, and were made to analyse and scrutinize yourself. From this contemplation you chanced upon epiphanies and the unpleasant feeling is your subconscious yearning to be in a more harmonious realm, and you simply no longer match the lower vibrations of this place. Clearly, you had a spiritual experience, as well as a psychedelic/consciousness-expanding one.
Do not forget that our work is here, on Earth. We are here to work on ourselves. My entheogenic experiences have shown me much, and taught me much, but in the end it is how I integrate what I learned from my visionary quests into my daily life that seals the deal.