10-27-2009, 10:32 AM
Session 60 Wrote:60.8 Questioner: What would she do then in order to alleviate these problems?
Ra: I am Ra. As we have said, this instrument, feeling that it lacked compassion to balance wisdom, chose an incarnative experience whereby it was of necessity placed in situations of accepting self in the absence of other-selves’ acceptance and the acceptance of other-self without expecting a return or energy transfer. This is not an easy program for an incarnation but was deemed proper by this entity. This entity therefore must needs meditate and consciously, moment by moment, accept the self in its limitations which have been placed for the very purpose of bringing this entity to the precise tuning we are using. Further, having learned to radiate acceptance and love without expecting return, this entity now must balance this by learning to accept the gifts of love and acceptance of others which this instrument feels some discomfort in accepting. These two balanced workings will aid this entity in the release from the distortion called pain. The limitations are, to a great extent, fixed.
I almost cryed when I read that. In a way its kind of sick, but there is some comfort in knowing that other people are going through the same stuff as me. Its hard not to be a bitter introvert when your constantly neck deep in such painfull catalyst. People are always hurting me, and yet my main desire in life is to make them feel loved, happy, and accepted for who they are. To show them the kind of unconditional love that is rarely found in this 3d illusion. Never asking or expecting any such thing in return for my hard efforts. I can not even remember the last time I was hugged. It would sure be nice if every once in awhile someone would wrap there arms around me, tell me everything is going to be ok, that I am doing good, and that I make a difference. It is so hard.
We truely earn the title "brothers and sisters of sorrow." It runs deep.
The saddest thing of all is that I would JUMP at the chance to do it all again for some poor struggling 3d planet. The chance to make someone feel loved and to take a bit of the pain off there shoulders and onto mine, it is priceless.
That is why I wander.