Phoenix, Arizona

[Parsons]

Anyone near this area? None of the people I know in a non-interwebz-fashion would be open to hearing about this AND capable of understanding a large enough chunk of this for me to have a dialog with them (at the very least I am worried of infringement upon free will). And as many (if not all) of you may know, there is a great deal of trauma associated with people like us; whether through co-morbidities of a wanderer or of the awakening process. So it would be nice to meet / possibly become friends with other's who are on a more closer level to me. =O)

I am quite shy though ... It may not seem like it by my words here, but I learned to be brave in situations where I cant seem to overcome some nagging fears. But since it doesnt come to me naturally (charisma / dealing with others), it is a constant struggle. /shrug

But most importantly: I have seen the light and love in all things around me and a part of me. I am no longer depressed (well... a little melancholy never hurt anyone ); just alienated from my friends and family. I am full of this barely contained interest in learning and bettering myself (and offering the betterment of other's lives once I remember how to be functionally of service to others instead of just in mind and spirit). I have nobody to share that with / try to come up with STO group ideas with.

So... Any wanderers / STO people are welcome to contact me. =O)