11-28-2011, 02:21 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-28-2011, 02:30 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Interesting Meerie. I was asking myself a few weeks before all this happened "what is it I'm afraid to see". Then I am shown.
Indeed, I had built an intense positive energy around furry. Then I was forced to face the dark side of furry at the same level. This included when I camped out with two other furries who made me rather nervous. They were being themselves though, so I admired that. I'm doing better now. I was able to transmute the darker energy within myself to the Light. Plus, being on my med helps since it focused down my mind and keeps me from being overloaded. I'm going to join a counseling group as well, to talk about my problems. That should help me further. Although many wouldn't understand furry, still, it's common to have to face the dark when focused on the Light.
Don't worry Oceania, this phase isn't lasting long. I'll return to my adoration of furries and anthros in no time. I can feel it coming back, the immense love for them already. Problem is though I can't express myself sexually, not even get aroused with the med I'm on. And to me, that was a big part of the furry expression. But when I try hard, I can still do it, just that it takes an effort on my part.
I had my question answered about what it's like to be a furry. There is a dark side of furry too.
Indeed, I had built an intense positive energy around furry. Then I was forced to face the dark side of furry at the same level. This included when I camped out with two other furries who made me rather nervous. They were being themselves though, so I admired that. I'm doing better now. I was able to transmute the darker energy within myself to the Light. Plus, being on my med helps since it focused down my mind and keeps me from being overloaded. I'm going to join a counseling group as well, to talk about my problems. That should help me further. Although many wouldn't understand furry, still, it's common to have to face the dark when focused on the Light.
Don't worry Oceania, this phase isn't lasting long. I'll return to my adoration of furries and anthros in no time. I can feel it coming back, the immense love for them already. Problem is though I can't express myself sexually, not even get aroused with the med I'm on. And to me, that was a big part of the furry expression. But when I try hard, I can still do it, just that it takes an effort on my part.
I had my question answered about what it's like to be a furry. There is a dark side of furry too.
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