Letter to God

[AnthroHeart]

What I think is happening is I'm feeling the negative energies that are present on Earth, as Mother Earth works through them. It's a constant discomfort I feel in my solar plexus. At first it was so overpowering that nearly everything startled me. It's getting easier though. I still have the uneasy sensations, but it's good to know that I'm helping to transmute the energies. I've opened myself wide up, so now I feel some of what Mother Earth feels, almost continuously. At least that's my view on it. Could be completely wrong. This goes beyond my own creation. Now I'm helping with Earth's energies using solar plexus, heart and indigo chakra. My throat chakra is making me choke sometimes.

I also get physical pains at times in random places, that come and go. Nothing major, but this could also be from the energies. I attribute them to feelings of transformation, so I can always stay positive when things hurt. I must tell you Mother Earth is really using me to help her. For that I am grateful that I can serve a purpose, even if it's a bit uncomfortable. Anything to ease her sensations. She's gone through a lot. Knowing these energies can be quite maddening to me, I can't imagine what Earth has felt.