Maldek and its knot of fear

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There are painful experiences in the illusion. I had a recollection of being the last person of an entire race that died out. I was in a space station orbiting the now empty planet, working as a scientist on genetic engineering trying to save the species, and I failed. It was a huge amount of grief for me to be the last individual living of that species. For some reason we lost the ability to reproduce. It was not human, felt reptilian or insect. It was a huge amount of pain and grief to work through in this lifetime, just experiencing the memory.

I still cried a few days ago telling my grandfather about Maldek. Even though I have known about it for a long time. I think it is still being healed, even now we carry it with us.

So I have no doubt that terribly painful things have happened in the Creation, on quite grand scales.

All for a reason, all for and of the Creator. All is Love.