What happens to Wanderers after Harvest?

[godwide_void]

Ah, I see! I appreciate the insight. I've just been in a sort of rut lately, and reflecting extensively on the LOO in relation to my life, worrying if I'm really going down the path of STO or if I'm deluding myself into thinking I am STO when I am STS, though I am an introvert I try to treat strangers with kindness and at least leave them with a smile or some essence of positivity but then I wonder if I'm only doing this to ensure I get out of 3D or not, then I wonder if taking that extra bit of food when my mom isn't looking is a greedy STS act and if the tiniest of acts can damper greatly your progression of the seeking of the positive polarity.

In the stillness and calm of silent meditation I am told not to worry, but I can't help but have that small inkling that I may not end up where I expected to be.

Namaste

What you are describing here is the difference between operating out of fear or love. Don't worry so much about it. You come across as very loving. If you feel guilty about taking that extra bit of food, good, that is your message to yourself that perhaps you aren't operating in a way that serves you.

Where you end up is where you will end up . You can assist this by imagining the kind of world you would love to live in. Then try and take steps toward it. I also wouldn't focus on 51%. In school, when taking a test, if the focus is just on passing, then 51% is the goal; but if the focus is on enjoying the subject and getting all you can out of it, then you will probably get 100%.

I am well into refining my disposition, demeanor, perspectives and approaches as well as purifying my intents and solidifying my chosen path of seeking as well as service; i.e., working on myself. My prior fear of being led astray from my desired STO path into STS has subsided, as the Universe sent me catalyst in the form of a friendship between 2 friends of mine in my neighborhood, and from what I observed/have been told one of the individuals is VERY manipulative of the other and wishes to use him to serve his purposes, though I won't go into details.

But yes, that whole ordeal embedded in my mind the distinction between STO and STS, and I was reassured that the path I am on vastly contrasts with this entity's and not to worry. Ironic, because one night me and my friend (who displays heavy STS attributes) was having a conversation about the interconnectedness of all things in existence without saying anything to infringe on his free will, as I didn't impose my views on him but I was still able to go through all the major points of the Law of One with him while speaking through a veil. He told me "You know what, I would be 100% surprised if you didn't get into Heaven when you died. In fact, I bet you have a special spot reserved for you!" Unfortunately, the words I left him as catalyst didn't seem to go through as he remains with his same habits. Ah well, I tried!

Where I will end up is where I will end up, indeed. I stopped placing any emphasis on "making the 51%". I simply find it enjoyable and great to offer help and show people who aren't expecting it/aren't used to it a great deal of unconditional compassion, love, and kindness, and it's always warming to see people's reactions and see their hearts slowly opening up. I think "Do you want/need any help with anything" is the phrase I've uttered the most this entire year!