In regards to eating meat

[BrownEye]

I have to say the NICU period was the darkest part of my life. I would have a panic attack, and bring up a page of Ra, and the answer to my downward spiral was right there. I couldn't keep my mind on the info, but once I would give up on the thoughts I was dwelling on, I would look at a page and the answers were right there. Total calm would take over at that moment. The transcripts really pulled me out of my self destructive spiral of that period.

After coming through all of that I was shown that I have inner guidance. From that point there was no looking back. I changed.