11-13-2009, 04:45 PM
peregrinus Wrote:I would suggest that the term we use here of awakening is the awakening of being an entity of unity, of understanding we are no more nor less than every other entity in the the One Creator's infinity. We all began as one, and all will return to one. All is the One Creator.In that case I must say that I know *of* Unity, I have faith in Unity, but I do not fully understand it. So in this context I would say that I am seeking my awakening. I desire to be able to serve others honestly, without feeling it to be a "chore", but I am not yet there.
peregrinus Wrote:What ayadew meant was that this density is not meant for understanding. It is meant to make a choice either positive, negative, or none at all. Understanding will come in the fifth density. This is the desnity of free will, of living.Your explanation is helpful. I still do not understand, however, so it seems I am not there yet. This confuses me, because I have made much effort in my life so far to understand others, and this has been on of my driving forces toward the Law of One. I desire to serve, and understanding has seems to be a natural strength for me, so I pursue it. I don't know where it comes from; it feels like I am remembering things I may have spent much longer learning "elsewhere" (higher densities? other incarnations?). I pusue it because it feels like it relates to my purpose for being here, and to me it's not that important where it comes from, as long as it brings me closer to the service I am here to perform.
Perhaps I am simply a bit naive; I desire to "know what I'm doing" as I raise my frequency, or at least to learn along the way. I associate increases in my understanding with increases in my awareness, which I associate with an increase in vibration. So far it seems to fit Ra's description of "the call", as the more I become aware, the faster further awareness seems to come.