Who is it that seeks me?

[zenmaster]

When I close my eyes Azrael I do not see total darkness. I see Shin. Magical hues of creation of greens, blues and violets, with the specter of a bright white light that remains just out of focus but always begging to be trapped. I do not know if everyone sees this and I am aware that there are some groups dedicated to discussing this phenomena, but I am interested only in experiencing it, not trying to scientifically expose it.

Interesting. Do you also 'feel' this light? If you were to put a direction on it, would it be from above?

It surprises me that you would ask about direction, Zenmaster. I am curious why, considering all that was said here, that you would pick up on the direction it seems to travel? You know more than you say.

By 'direction', I guess I was referring to perceived source location of 'emanation' rather than of travel.

In answer, it is mostly a vortex, but it also goes forth from my Eye and the brilliant white dot is not always there. It seems to appear with varying degrees of intensity probably dependent upon my own state of consciousness at any given time. More often and usually, when I can focus on it it is always central in my aspect and violet in hue. It is much like flying through space with a distant star as your goal, and everything else is peripheral.

Does that explanation tell you anything?

Yes, the clarification of the "white dot" was also helpful. For me, I never get the sensation of or suggestion of travel (with movement between points), although the shamans I've worked with have tended to expect that this type of experience be an aspect of their 'journeying' work. Rather, any location which is sought seems to manifest immediately (in some symbolic form). I was told this has something to do with preference for the 'causal body'.