Who is it that seeks me?

[Ankh]

Thank you for your answer, sister. This was very interesting, so I will continue, if you wish it too, this discussion, but don't feel any pressure to answer "in time".

Wow, that is an interesting comment you are offering us however I think that you may place adepts a bit too high on a pedestal.

lol!! I have high ideals/visions. But I did want to add to my former post that adepts are usual people, and that the scenario of an adept achieving that true balance of being unswayed by catalysts, is only an ideal. However, I think that it is a goal to work towards if one wants to use/work with the intelligent energy, but it is possibly that many do not get there, being in this heavily veiled, intensive catalysts Earth space/time experience.

Now, white adepts experiment emotions deeper and more profoundly because of the all-connectiveness they live constantly with everything and everyone, with all life as One.

What you've said above, is it the same as saying that adepts experience/perceive catalysts sharper than normal? Why do you think is it so, in that case? How did you come to this understanding?

For an adept, the Oneness and unconditional love is always present and does not require any seeking any longer.

Oh, in my limited understanding, the seeking is never done unless one opens that gateway and merge with the intelligent infinity/Creator. But sometimes there are different meanings to words. What kind of seeking did you mean?

They are also passed the distortions of judgement and lack of acceptance. They are pure harmony and therefore more affected emotionally when confronted or attacked.

Ra said that the true balance is an unswayed state of love, even when attacked by other self. Perhaps it might be very difficult to achieve in one life time, but I think that an adept passed through many, many distortions, to a point that it is not as easy to get an adept into a reaction that is out of love perhaps? What do you think?

And still the adept would remain on the positive path because the wise white adept would keep some positive percentage as a bonus in order to be able to defend oneself in a given situation or, in order to offer catalyst as a service to another self, knowing that the service, even when requested by another self, may remain unacknowledged and lead to some kind of later attack upon the adept.

I am not completely sure that I understand everything that you've said here, but in my belief, a positive adept would choose not to defend itself against catalysts. However, an adept may take some pre-cautions in order to protect a particular working, or reject an offer of service which would not benefit him/her, when being on the path of service to others.

This choice is also true for the adept living on this plane who knows that any thought has consequences and therefore he/she always bares full responsibility.

Yes, at some point thoughts become things, I think. However, Ra said that it is not useful for any third density being to suppress it's own thoughts/emotions, as it can result in further incarnation/s in third density in order to balance the suppressed self, which is in itself already perfect, and that one should work with what comes up instead.

The picture is different for dark adepts who do not have the heart connection and therefore can perfectly detach from whatever bothers them. What are they looking for in life? Energy! They are usually obsessed by ways of 'getting energy' (from other life forms) without balance (95% - 5%), all kind of energies, be it through money, food, sex, social life, what they call 'success', the use of words, attention from others, etc. Every life requires energy for its growth in consciousness but on the dark path, there is an obsession attached to it which goes together with a marked imbalance as you well know, being a LOfOne student. Dark adepts are often forcefully confrontational because during confrontation, they would whether sip up ENERGY from other-selves, whether let the 4d or 5d negative do so in their stead. In confrontation, they act within the guidance of the dark path of the spiritual complex, this is why they are the dark adepts. They would think, speak and do everything with the inner intent of gaining and winning energy, which is always harming for any other life form. They can be whether manipulative/deceptive, whether forceful in their endeavors.

That limited understanding that I have of adepts of negative polarity, is that they desire power. To have power over the self, and others. But they are light too, only different kind of light perhaps. Those of them who consciously desire to harm other beings, are actually seen as weak and "inferior". They too, struggle to become unswayed by their emotions and thoughts, but in their case, using control and separation as tools. Thus, emotions/thoughts to harm other selves, when it is not requiered for service to the self, are seen as weaknesses. That is of course just a limited understanding. I do not know personally any negative adepts that I was able to chit chat with, and to get this information in the direct way. =)

In love and light, my sister.