My name means “Wanderer”...

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Really an impressive autobiography. Could not come up with anything near it in mine. And a nice quote. Uniting opposites is central to my life, too.

What was the most impressive thing? =)

To me, this perhaps was a war experience. Remember the moment in "5th element" when Lilu types W A R in computer dictionary and sees pictures of what it is? And after that sais to Bruce Willis' character: "What for saving life when you destroy it"? That was the moment i dropped a tear when watching the movie for the first time. I wish the more we live the less quantity knows what war is...

Are you a Российские немцы (Russian-german)? I'm German (well, Bavarian actually) and since the downfall of the iron curtain many Russian-germans immigrated here. Had several school-mates with varying ability of speaking German. And a Viennese girlfriend originally from St. Petersburg. Her Viennese was perfect

Yes, we are russian germans, my grand-grandpa came to Kiev in the first third of the 20th century. Wanted to find some information about our german ancestors, cause all documents were liquidated cause they said our family originated from some noble line, and comunists did not seem to feel positive about nobles. Now it is difficult to restore the details...
So you lived somewhere nearby famous Neuschwanstein, don't you?! This is one of the most beautiful castles in the world, i think...

Somewhere you touched upon visiting The Netherlands then and when -- in case you find yourself in southern Germany one time -- let me know.

that is settled then we thought about having a trip with a friend of mine in Autumn))

Inelia Benz mentions in an interview (don't remember which, sorry) also that she and her family were once visited by UFOs when she was a child and that their memory of the event was inaccessible. When an adult she got to remember it after some deliberate seeking for associative cues. I'm not sure anymore but I think someone showed her the method which is actually used for past life memory retrieval.

You know, i'd bless the person who would have tought me this method! Tried some tricks by R. Webster described in his book, but not much of effect. And when i'm thinking of regressive hypnosis the fear fills me from head to toe :-/

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It's called a 'gestalt' - unconscious pieces come together to form a whole picture or a larger picture when awareness eventually sees how the pieces are related. So the vague apprehension (feeling) of relationship (through intuition) becomes comprehension of design or principle (through experience). Not quite 'hidden knowledge', because your ideas didn't exist prior in the form of someone's belief - although the underlying principle has been widely known.

Right you are, the principle was known, but probably not by me =) To me, this sudden understanding was a kind of revelation, frankly =) and the only wish that came out of this understanding, was an attempt to find others (now i know there are many!) who do not consider this knowledge to be hidden from them! And to learn more about what the things are...