02-28-2012, 10:35 PM
(02-28-2012, 10:26 PM)Bring4th_Monica Wrote:(02-27-2012, 09:38 PM)plenum Wrote: (it feels like trying to sell stuff to your family. So wrong lol.)
Have you ever recommended a good movie or restaurant to your family?
surprisingly not actually


we have radically different tastes.
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but yes, I have recommended stuff to my friends.
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the CAUSE of the Rant was my own particular relationship to Money. I can see that now. Basically, I have no current independent means of generating an income, so it is a Fear Trigger for me if it is brought up/threatened in even a subtle way. Seeing others make their own way is obviously a tangential way of triggering this subconscious Fear.
I got to see this Fear played out in front of Everyone

I am humbled (yet again!)