The undeniable truth of Darkness and STS

[Shin'Ar]

It is possible that some of the posters in this thread may have missed my post in the wandered thread because it was moved to an older one. I attempted to explain myself and apologize for what was obviously alot of misunderstanding, caused by our different defintions of self serving.

I admitted that now that Monica had picked up on that misunderstanding that I can now see why some of you reacted to my terminologies the way that you did.

With regard to my being accused of setting a trap and using my wording of that to support the accusation, all I can say is that my wording is not always appropriate. I posted those quotes in the hopes of getting someone to respond to what I had been trying to get responses to in other thread that just wasn't working. I hoped that if I could get those who were in disagreement with those quotes to actually say so, than I could finally figure out who is what. And maybe I would be able to figure out why things were so confusing. I went about it this way because I knew that my own words were only drawing contention.


Now, afterwards, as I treid to explain my reason for goiung about it, I did say that I had hoped to entrap people in their arguments. My wording probably could have been different. But I did not mean that I was deliberately setting a trap. I meant that I hoped to catch them trapped in their own arguments of quotes made from others who I thought they would respect.

It seemed like a clever way of conrtinuing the discussion on another playing field to me, and i have posted that I should have been more obvious about it. but being obvious would have defeated the purpose of it.

Now if anyone feels they want to drag this out solely for the purpose of degrading me, that is their choice. No one can stop them from making that choice.

I think that no one can disagree with me when I note that my efforts regardless of how one fells about them, has certainly opened up the discussion on the dangers and risks of dabbling on the STS path. Which is all I really wanted to accomplish in the first place because it does matter to me that such danger might be allowed to take root, without ever being challenged.

I have spoken with the Mods about the forum guidelines and have conceded to try to understand when my passion begins to border on preaching so that I can use caution with regard to words and terms that would create offense. Even in this thread already it is not hard to see the particular members who seem to be eager to either taunt, ridicule or condemn me. But I am not going to grab onto that line. The mods are ready to hang me on it, lol.

So I will just ignore the taunting and the judgement, and seek to be a Light in the darkness by simply loving you all regardless of how you might feel about me. It is not important that I am liked, it is important that I show love toward you. That is my choice and in my full control.

I am extremely curious as to how many of you managed to come to this place? In my experiences there are very few who come to an understanding about the One Consciousness, and histroy is rampant with generation after generation of humans slowly coming to this understanding via a long road of poor decisions. It has taken many lifetimes for many to reach this level of understanding, and yet, suddenly here you all are in this place speaking of such things, as though it was commoinplace knowledge all along. I know that to some of you it may seem very natural for you to be here, but I assure you it is NOT.

There are many who have speant lifetimes trying to get to where you are now. many wise people could not arrive here. many very intelligent people could not comprehend these truths that you realize so casually. I don't think that we all realize the enormity of the awareness that we have acquired here. we are experiencing an extremely accelerated awakening in the final months of the great coming change.

And so as The Eternal has so poignantly expressed, the devouring is creating some hiccups.

When fields of consciousness share such vast amounts of information, a burp is to be expected.