What is an adept? - the activation from red to blue

[JustLikeYou]

There are many things I've experimented with in the short span of years between my spiritual awakening and today. Usually, I thought that in engaging whatever experience I was engaging, I was doing work that would raise my vibration and that of those around me. I sought to help, to serve, to bring light. However, on many of these occasions, I had fooled myself into feeding a lower imbalance through the ways in which I was interpreting the spiritual wisdom (such as the Ra Material) I had been reading.

Engaging these experiences was the wrong thing because it was not actually an act of raising my vibration, but rather an act of reinforcing habits which originated from a personal imbalance. For example, I've attack the worldviews of others because I thought that it would help them to know that they have been operating under contradictions. Turns out, I wasn't really trying to help; I was just trying to be right. They felt this and responded as you would expect.

Yet at the same time, engaging this experience was also the right thing because it was the only way to be able to witness my imbalance face-to-face. If I hadn't done this, I'd still be running away from these imbalances, dressing up my demons as deities. When you act out an imbalance, it always returns to you as an uncomfortable situation filled with unintended consequences. When you act in balance, Universe is gentle and respectful.