Do you have increased feelings of Energy and Awareness?

[creationist]

All I know for sure is that I'm getting an increased amount of really messed up dreams. Perhaps I should start paying attention to them.
It is very hard to maintain a high energy state, of love and oneness, because once you attain such the universe tests you and mirrors the lessons appropriate to that energy state and then you have new catalyst and is back again in your 'usual' state, although a bit higher. A bit closer to your goal..
This is my experience. And over the years I've continued to grow higher.

That has generally been my experience too, however... and I'm not sure whether I'm just imagining it or not due to placebo effect... but I find it much easier to maintain a higher energy state now. I'm absolutely not saying I kick ass with my energy, but the interesting thing is that I don't do energy exercises consistently enough to achieve this growth just based on internal mechanics. I have a feeling that... I've gathered enough negative experiences, or perhaps because we're so very close to the harvest, that we can shed our previous roles and get ready for the big event.

Again, I just want to get more feedback on this issue because I'm not an energy pro by any means, and I'm not sure if it's a placebo effect. Thanks!!

BTW, in regards to dreams, I've had "new" dreams lately. Usually I either don't remember my dreams, or they fit in as a dream that I might have had before, or along the same sorta lines. However I've had 2-3 "new" types of dreams which I don't quite understand yet. I don't remember them clearly but I think mostly involving numerous amounts of other people/entities in various actions of communication/meeting.