In regards to eating meat

[Shemaya]

I'm ( not )going to defend my feelings, my feelings are mine and I already explained why they were triggered. Monica, based on what you have written, it seems you feel I was blaming vegetarians for my feelings, I was not. As I said, the guilt - complex that was programmed into me was triggered by what was being written here. I recognized the energy pattern, it was familiar and therefore triggered my feelings.

I really appreciate Ali, who I know is an empath , for his understanding regarding why I would feel the way I do. Thank you, bro.

I would like to say that this has been a great reflection for me. I am a very earnest seeker and as Ra and Q'uo have said, those gems of emotion are for my understanding and use to polish and refine and purify. So that it was I am doing, I'm reflecting inward, and discovering more about myself. I explored what was bothering me about this thread, and it has been a worthwhile exploration.

I would love to share what I've learned, but I don't feel " safe" in being that open right now, maybe I will later, or if someone is interested pm me.

Thanks all for the vote of confidence and understanding, you know who you are