Homework (basic)

[AnthroHeart]

Technarch, appreciate your honesty. My tendency is when I see someone who seems a little open to what I'm saying, I tend to regurgitate the whole of what I know, which ends up leading to confusion in them.

I have to search hard to find ways to be of service to others. It doesn't seem to come naturally for me. I think we are all hardest on ourselves. It's so easy to find fault with ourselves.

I don't focus on the 51% anymore. Doing that nearly drives me insane, because it's like I never feel good enough.

Now, I'm doing good just for the little moments when I can see Creator in another person. I have to put my ego aside, and be wrong much of the time, and not fight back or try to prove a point. Honestly, sometimes I feel like a slave to others, although it's nothing like that at all. I know that I have it much better than a lot of people, and so I should have no room to complain. I get hard on myself because I haven't even been able to give up meat. And when offered fruits for the last 3 days I've been turning it down, but I don't seem to have a problem turning down candy or icecream. And I like fruit. Can't understand why I just rejected it like a knee-jerk reaction.