04-09-2012, 08:05 PM
I swear that sometimes I think I punish myself by eating meat. Today at an oriental restaurant I was about to order Tofu. But they didn't make it crispy like I like it, so I went for the meat. Knowing full well how it would make me feel and that I was ingesting all those fear hormones. I sometimes don't understand my psychology. I wasn't even craving it.