05-02-2012, 05:59 AM
Hello 
I've decided to change this as i mainly focused on my life story rather than the actual awakening process that took place.
And basically, that process can not be described in words. I have had many mystical experiences that i could try to describe but they would suffer great distortion by doing so and i was helped greatly when i discovered the LOO, they were all cogs of the mechanism which one day 'clicked together' and provided me with a new reality.
The joy i have from this new viewpoint is amazing and it makes me so happy to know there are others who have had similar experiences and share the same ideas.
I called this "calming the confusion" as i was so confused in life and suffered personality disorders which made it so hard to relate and understand my other selves just prior to the awakening process since which i have been able to calm the confusion and transform hell into heaven and find peace within existence.
So yeah sorry about cutting out the story but it really gets in the way of the thing i was trying to describe which ironically i can't due to limitations of human language.
Every moment is beautiful for the fact that it simply exists.
I've decided to change this as i mainly focused on my life story rather than the actual awakening process that took place.
And basically, that process can not be described in words. I have had many mystical experiences that i could try to describe but they would suffer great distortion by doing so and i was helped greatly when i discovered the LOO, they were all cogs of the mechanism which one day 'clicked together' and provided me with a new reality.
The joy i have from this new viewpoint is amazing and it makes me so happy to know there are others who have had similar experiences and share the same ideas.
I called this "calming the confusion" as i was so confused in life and suffered personality disorders which made it so hard to relate and understand my other selves just prior to the awakening process since which i have been able to calm the confusion and transform hell into heaven and find peace within existence.
So yeah sorry about cutting out the story but it really gets in the way of the thing i was trying to describe which ironically i can't due to limitations of human language.
Every moment is beautiful for the fact that it simply exists.
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