05-03-2012, 08:08 AM
It is 2012, so no secrets, no deceptions.
This thread has been like a magnet for me, for several different reasons. It is personal, but maybe someone will benefit from this. The past decade has taught me a lot, but my main "en route" was the same: I go in, analyze situations, assume a role that I think is right for the moment, and then express it. Job done, move forward, etc.
Of course, there is something horribly wrong with me. I was not myself in those arguments. I just assumed the "winning roles" for the sake of winning. Now, I have believed that I have mostly accepted that part and it is not in control, but even in this thread, I wanted to be "right". That is why I needed to be in here.
It is interesting how this year -2012- really is a totally different vibrational enviroment than before. The allergies that kept coming in the past week, the arguments in here - they were connected. It all came to an energy point when Pickle started attacking my position as someone who just meditates. I have found that deeply condescent, disturbing, non-respectful, and most of all, it was a judging position with the assumption of "his position" being the ultimate. And that is when it hit me (or several hours later): I wanted to experience that! I needed that brick wall. Why? Because I had issues whether what I am doing is the way of doing it or not?
I have no issues with activism. Someone needs to express it. If Monica, Diana, Pickle and thousand others do it, fine. I have an issue with people partially understanding teachings and leaving something from the old school of thought behind (mostly fear-based reactions and thoughts), but that is MY issue, not theirs. They can live, they can be positive, they can be loving, in their own way. But that does not mean one of us has to be right or wrong. We are all right. Even if someone thinks that others are not right in his/her world. Well, that is it then.
Also, I just LOVE the way how my higher selves points my mistakes out for me. I usually come back to my previous viewpoints years later and find myself being "dead wrong". So wrong it is not even funny. What does that tell me regarding the present? Well: that everything changes, including viewpoints. Therefore no one should assume that they are right, because there are infinite possible viewpoints that can make that right wrong. What is important is to be content, happy, balanced. Even if it is "wrong", not "right".
Good luck to each of you, with this topic, with this issue, and with coping with what is the reflection of our inner core being. Good luck, and love to you all : )
This thread has been like a magnet for me, for several different reasons. It is personal, but maybe someone will benefit from this. The past decade has taught me a lot, but my main "en route" was the same: I go in, analyze situations, assume a role that I think is right for the moment, and then express it. Job done, move forward, etc.
Of course, there is something horribly wrong with me. I was not myself in those arguments. I just assumed the "winning roles" for the sake of winning. Now, I have believed that I have mostly accepted that part and it is not in control, but even in this thread, I wanted to be "right". That is why I needed to be in here.
It is interesting how this year -2012- really is a totally different vibrational enviroment than before. The allergies that kept coming in the past week, the arguments in here - they were connected. It all came to an energy point when Pickle started attacking my position as someone who just meditates. I have found that deeply condescent, disturbing, non-respectful, and most of all, it was a judging position with the assumption of "his position" being the ultimate. And that is when it hit me (or several hours later): I wanted to experience that! I needed that brick wall. Why? Because I had issues whether what I am doing is the way of doing it or not?
I have no issues with activism. Someone needs to express it. If Monica, Diana, Pickle and thousand others do it, fine. I have an issue with people partially understanding teachings and leaving something from the old school of thought behind (mostly fear-based reactions and thoughts), but that is MY issue, not theirs. They can live, they can be positive, they can be loving, in their own way. But that does not mean one of us has to be right or wrong. We are all right. Even if someone thinks that others are not right in his/her world. Well, that is it then.
Also, I just LOVE the way how my higher selves points my mistakes out for me. I usually come back to my previous viewpoints years later and find myself being "dead wrong". So wrong it is not even funny. What does that tell me regarding the present? Well: that everything changes, including viewpoints. Therefore no one should assume that they are right, because there are infinite possible viewpoints that can make that right wrong. What is important is to be content, happy, balanced. Even if it is "wrong", not "right".
Good luck to each of you, with this topic, with this issue, and with coping with what is the reflection of our inner core being. Good luck, and love to you all : )
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