Problems with focus and meditation.

[Namaste]

Don't judge yourself for not being drawn to meditate brother, for two key reasons.

Firstly, the only thing self judgement (even in the slightest amount) achieves is a lowering of one's own vibrational state of being.

Secondly, if it's not your passion, let it go. It's as simple as that :¬)

I too have not been inclined to meditate at the moment, and my daily yoga practice has stopped. Why? I don't actually need them - finding love/peace and following my joy is supplying all of the 'spiritual connection' that's needed at this time. We have waves in which we are attracted to certain activities, and they are valid during those times. The universe is cyclic, after all. Search inwardly and focus on what ignites your fire, and in doing so, your spiritual connection will be wide open, allowing for creativity and passion to flow through you.