05-20-2012, 11:12 AM
(05-20-2012, 06:48 AM)ahktu Wrote: I've gone through a few weeks of very deep depression, but for the past few days it has lifted- not in the manic euphoria I usually experience (I'm bipolar and have rarely found "even ground" for the past decade), but in a general calm contentment, even when things have still been going crazy around me. Strangely enough, I've suddenly gotten sick out of the blue, my sinuses going crazy, sore throat, migraines, stomach problems...some of the catalyst sorting itself out, I suppose. Whatever is going on, this does seem like a significant time period.
I am so sorry to hear this. I prize my mental stability more than almost anything (peace of mind is gold that cannot be traded), and to lose it is most painful. An even more difficult situation if it is not something to be counted on at all.
but I have read your previous threads, and it seems as though this "swirling of mental faculties" also grants you the most astonishing abilities and powers. Perhaps the devil's pact

I mean that in jest of course, but perhaps one is a precondition for another.