I'm done with drugs and alcohol

[AnthroHeart]

At a previous stage in human evolution we did have greater access to the subconscious; we lived in it and the lines between the material world and the other side were less pronounced. But we were like children who still needed parents to guide us; we lived almost instinctually with Priest leaders and ETs, etc. that intervened in our affairs (proof of this is in the myths).

Then we EVOLVED the conscious mind--a great evolutionary step for us. But we haven't mastered it yet. Very few have conscious control of anything--we are learning to understand our emotions, but I think the emotions are often winning and batting us around like the wind pushes a boat drifting on the ocean. The conscious mind is the oar that we consciously apply to the water to direct ourselves. Yes, it might be pretty and even uplifting to just lie on your back in your boat, looking at the sky and feeling the gentle waves beneath you...but if you don't get to land you will starve or die of thirst (and you might encounter a "storm" on your trip...). You are out of your element. So you are when you throw yourself into the lower astral using drugs.

Thank you for this information. It makes things clearer with me. I just had an intense awakening experience, and at the end of it I felt like a child without direction. It's good to hear that the conscious mind was evolved. I definitely encountered a storm these last couple of weeks. It's going to take some work to get back to normal, but I appreciate your insight.

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Oh, but most drugs aren't illegal. They are actually heavily supported and encouraged by the government as well as society! They are called "prescription drugs" and millions upon millions of people use these on a daily basis in order to numb themselves out. WAY more people use these kinds of drugs, than illegal drugs.

I wish I didn't need to be on my pharmaceuticals. Without them I find it difficult to stay grounded, and just went through a storm of an experience till I was able to get the Risperdal in me to ground me back into reality. But it makes me sleepy. That's the bad side effect of them. I'm on about 7 different meds now. It's crazy.