I keep dreaming of not graduating from high school!!

[Sacred Fool]

I haven't had a dream of that sort for some time now, but I can still recall (with smiles) the frustration of them. It can feel quite demeaning to feel trapped in a place to which you don't belong. I can remember once feeling that confusion in the hallway of my grammar school and then remembering loudly, "Wait a minute, I have a college degree!!"

For me, I didn't find them to have any specific meaning, but rather to be an expression of a general frustration of not being engaged in my life in ways that are most satisfying.

At this stage in the game--when I'm viewing them cognitively--they seem like great opportunities to respond to adverse circumstances with radiant love and acceptance.

Wish me luck!